Do you not see that you are the only one that is constantly fighting and not talking to your friends? Do you not see how I do not do this with any of my friends? If we don’t talk for a little while its not because we are being immature bitches to each other we really are just busy and no one gets offended by it. At first I was just really pissed because I’m not use to a friend giving me such little respect. Now I just realize your actually just a shitty person and you put up this front and eventually every one sees you are just a lie and your are just pathetic. If you actually matured and decided to be a decent person and an actual human and get out of high school, then yes maybe I would actually give this a chance. I know you already said that our friendship is over but even when you come back with an apology which I don’t know if you actually ever will given the fact that you never own up to your own mistakes, I will accept it, I will not hold a grudge but I still wont be your friend. You have shown me through all of this that you obviously have little respect for me since you cant even give me the respect to sit down and talk to me. I feel sorry for you because even your “best” friends tell me how difficult you are to deal with and how you actually are just a coward. What a sad little life. I can say that I am really happy with my life now, I wont be the one crying over this because I tried to talk, I tried to make it so we could get all the shit that we were mad at out in the air so we could get rid of it. You are the one that couldn’t even talk, you are the one that started being a bitch in the first place. You think that I was jealous because of your new relationship and that you were going out all the time, oh yes how jealous I was. I wish my life was a constant dramatic fight. I wish that I went out with people that sleep with each others girlfriends and fight all the time. How jealous that when I go out no one fights, everyone enjoys themselves. I’m so jealous that I don’t get to go out with you anymore and sit there miserable while you fight with your girlfriend. You got that part right I am just oh so jealous of your life. You seem to be on such a great track right now and I so wish my life was like that. Too much sarcasm? It just shows me again how immature you are. I was mad at you because I was jealous of you. No. I was mad at you for 1. you were rude to my friends, and even on my birthday you couldn’t think of anyone but yourself 2. you just stopped talking to me for a reason I still don’t know why, your old friend said it could have been because I might have looked at you the wrong way (how old are we again) 3. you straight up lied to me, nothing pisses me off more than when I tried to make it so it wouldn’t be a big deal but then you just kept with your lie because of number 4. you never ever own up to your own mistakes. you always expect the other person to come crawling back to you and say they are sorry. 5. you live in your own world and you never think of anyone but yourself. I am sure you have things that you are mad at me at and I wish I knew them because I actually want to grow as a person but even after I asked you wouldn’t say a thing. Is it because I didn’t do anything wrong and you just had to be a bitch to someone so you chose me? Is it because you are jealous that my parents still support me? because I can’t fully control that. yes my family has money and yes I could be even more privileged than I am now because I have had to ask my dad to stop catering to my every need but at the same time I’m still in college so yeah they do help me out but never do I flaunt my money in your face and you have gotten a lot of things from my parents being so generous like oh all the furniture in our apartment. Two spring breaks at our beach condo. Being able to not pay your bills for 5 months which lets be honest is ridiculous, just because your parents don’t want to support you doesn’t mean my should have to pick that up. Yeah you say that your parents spoil your older sister but maybe if you tried having a better relationship with them and not such a bitch maybe they would help you out more? I could be totally wrong with that and I do feel a little bad saying it but that is just a thought on my mind. As long as you continue to just completely out of my life and not any of this shit is mine that shit is yours then I wont have the need to retaliate. but if you try that shit again you best believe that I will fight harder than you could believe, you can stop using any of the living room or dining room furniture, I can but I password on the internet so you wont have to pay for it but you also wont be able to use it I can do the same with the tv so even when I’m not home and you think it is safe to sit and watch it still wont be, I don’t know if your talk with your girlfriend actually worked but I bet her hearing the fact that you slept with her friend while you were dating probably wont make anything better. The last thing I ever want to do is for it to go that far but you were the one that was immature to try and even start that war so if thats what you want then that is what you can get. I didn’t grow up in the bubble you did, I grew up in the real world so I’m not going to be the same as your other friends where we can just have a drink and get over it and be best friends again. I don’t want to just continually go back and forth from these fight. You obviously never learn from your mistakes, well because you never think you did anything wrong so why would you have to change anything? I am so glad that even your friends can tell me that I didn’t do anything wrong and at least I can keep my sanity on that.
